I am still in shock or perhaps it is denial that Dustin is gone. If I don't cry, will he come back? I wish that was possible. I am trying not to think about any of this since I have my test in about 12 days. I am definitely not ready but want to get it over with. Until then, I am trying to push aside all thoughts other than my test. Doesn't always work but I am trying. Here are two pics I wanted to share.